"Voices for SLEEP_LESS_NESS"

For ***** sake, Why the hell am I awake?🎃
The clock strikes past twelve in many leaps and bounds.👀
I lay here with out a sound, desperately throwing my self at sleep.👓
Reasonably speaking,

I'm being tormented by the secrets I am keeping.👌

Weaken the divide between sanity and my reality.🤷‍♀️

Exams in short time, all I can do is work out line after line.

Still I get those vibes, finding somewhere nearby, to say 'Hi🌟'

Neither feeling nor life seems to be on track,

As this pandemic has only made me feel to be on attack,

Why is it so so hard to erase someone from such a long time?

I know it is stupid, to be calling someone everyday even if you know 

"Number is Blocked",📞 

As it seems to be one of those habits, which will remain for life time.

Thinking someday, everything will be right  and I can go back to sleep like before,✨

I have a dream, I wish I find myself lost somewhere in the darkness of Past and Future;

Being able to get memory restored!🔑

It has been quite a while I could feel sleep and think of waking up fresh,

But this is what I could wish for, Only when I could be out of all this mesh.

Mostly 2 am; sometimes #3, Even Four;🎡

I go to sleep, when before some years, I used to get up those times;⏱

Life is a cycle, As the break, and peddle can't be a friend;🚲

So in life, Break is sleep and peddle is 'Incompleteness'💯

For life to feel complete, we need sleep more than anything else.💱

Something in my soul is aching, fabric of gravity is breaking.💔

I'm floating away on my daydreams of peace and tranquility.

Listening for when it’s said you’ve lost that ability.😂

I just want to lose my mind in solitude, 

Don’t be pained, its not my intention to be rude.😖

So voices between my ears, expound no more fears.🙃

It’s of small concern, every flaw you can discern.💫

Brain ill punish you, ill trip you and trick you, 

Hold my breath until I'm blue.💙

Let's see where it goes finding the differences between;

(Reality vs Illusion)🎇🧧
Collaborating with my heart and spirit to break down walls we toiled hard to build.
No sleep for me, hope it comes soon.🤐
My mind is filled, So I need to wait for next monsoon.😪😌

@yaitsmebibek