I realized today that I have
stopped
living life,
I am literally trying to get to the
next day,
just living in the thought of tomorrow.
I am not living, I am waiting.
And trouble is I don't even know what I
am exactly waiting for.
I am Kind of afraid what it might be
for.
I don't even know when I started,
Where I am Now,
But I still remember the words that
keep playing around.
I am not in the stage of Sadness, Nor
Weakness;
Which I tell to myself,
But What about the deep Journey of my
life,
Which I don't want to share.
There was a HOPE, and Only Hope;
Which Could Make A Person, I wanted to
Be.
Too many things in my head,
But I recall few things everyday like,
"Looser
Promise But I Commit"
"I
warn you, We both can never be together"
What it is that makes these Quote so
special,
I try every-time to forget but;
It's 7 years 0 months 12 days;
But here I am now, Everyday;
Thinking the same thing again and
again.
I am not weak, nor I will go and
die.
Death is easier, Life is even
worse.
I do things now, where I wish to
make other smile,
Finding my lost smile somewhere in
them.
If that makes me live, it's fine
to me.
Hoping someday will come, when i
can say;
I don't need to pray,
Since, Only time I felt myself was
the day:
I first Saw myself, Finding
things where no one could get;
Living a life where Journey mattered
to me more than Just A Day.
_Yaitsmebibek
Well done dai. Its really profound and I can relate to some of it.������
ReplyDeleteThanks a lot dear. Means a lot :)
DeleteYou matter in this world and you should know that ..Love yourself and keep moving
ReplyDeleteThanks Anonymous person. Lovely wishes, will remember :)
DeleteI don't get why you see yourself as any less of a person who deserves happiness ..I just don't..Don't let your feelings for those who don't care consume you ..You deserve good things and it starts within you
DeleteI dnt see that way. Nice that you see that side of me here. Positivity draggs me out but at times, i get carried away with few things. #cantblame been a part of it somewhere in past. :
DeleteYou'll survive losing anything except yourself
ReplyDeleteYes, we must never lose ourselves :)
DeleteOne thing is sure
ReplyDeletethat one should
Just live
n see...
one day,
his past days
Either of
sorrow or joy,
it will go away
So just catch the moment and do what makes you happy �� ��
Thanks for your beautiful words :)
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