first day i met you

The first day i met you,

I was an awakard Seventeen year old,

transitioning from high school to college,

with the fantasies of the love i would find,

and the friends i would make.

the first day i met you,

it was july seventh, as funny we first talked on April first,

With the three months of talk just was awkward but exciting to meet,

the smell of the crisp air in that morning,

still remember senseless dress of mine, with two Dairymilk packets,

bought from the pocket money I saved,

waiting in front of Kathmandu Mall, thinking Who just Waved?

SORRY, I don’t quite remember the dress, 

As the presence was felt with your big, Innocent Smile and the Teeth braces,

Made me feel so Worried and hard to believe; 

Everything was all childish, felt like am I the One?

“Told myself, See Yourself” Had a wrong Belief,

why was that I myself couldn’t accept myself?

the first day i met you,

Only thing I had in my mind, 

“She is like princess, How can she be mine?”

Only thing I felt, Only thing that I was bound to receive,

was some Crazy, Childish time with her, thinking She will be mine. 

Was very worried, If you liked me or not;

but the way you spoke, made me leave all fear of “BUT”

When I saw your face, all fear drifted away,

I could have droved into your eyes, then I remembered to give your chocolates,

which i had already finished in the Process of “Waitied, Waiting and Waits”

the first day i met you,

still find many things “stipud”, yes you pronounce it what i actually said,

since that was same thing i said to her in hurry, 

when we had discussion of our first date.

Still remember every moment, 

“The Hot Breads”, in New Road,

Day which gave my life a reason,

You made eat a lot that day, I found my most favourite SPRITE;

we talked a lot, i could see that care,

you left a movie plan with your brothers, just for me;

hours passed by, but don’t know WHY,

i still miss that day, searching somewhere again to  feel that SHY.

the first day i met you,

Now you are not with me,

But I wish you happiness. It’s not that I am Sad,

Now I find myself with you, With an energy to move Forward,

Find a Way to ACHIEVE, Even when the Paths are NUMB.

But it’s just that  I never wanted it to END.

I walked with you which I never wanted it to END,

I  knew the different world which I never wanted it to END,

I found a best friend in Love which I never wanted it to END,

and ya I ate something( Dough nut) I never tried which I wanted it to END.

Keep Smiling, Stay Strong and Be happy; 

With that note for today, I am trying my writing to END.

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